Not much to say.

Therapy tomorrow.

Not sure what else to say.

Realizing how much I am bored by my job but trying to determine if I am just "running away." I tend to only be with a job for about 3 years before I get bored of both the job and the people. Or maybe all their quirks finally get to me. And I realize that they are NEVER going to change because they are clueless.

Went to a movie tonight. It was almost like date night but I paid...again.

Looked at jobs in the town I used to live in but would be taking $3k/month cut. yuck.

Sigh. and bleh. That's how I'm feeling. When the therapist asks me tomorrow how I'm doing - what do I say? Well, better because I still haven't killed myself but I'm still feeling pointless and worthless.

peace.