Tuesday, January 13, 2015

Anxiety attack on standby. And 4....3....2...

Learned today that grandma (who fell again) is now refusing physical therapy so her insurance will be dropping her. What that means is that we (the beau and are) are potentially up a creek. I have no money available for a down payment on a house and have less than idea credit. He has no credit. We have five dogs so finding a simple rental isn't in the process.
So I am now in the process of finding everything we could potentially sell  including my car to have enough for any type of down payment. I know I'm not supposed to contingency plan but how can you not?! This is my life. Not the life I ever wanted or expected but this shit keeps happening - over and over. I cannnnnnnot get ahead. Just when I think I can it all falls apart. Oh, heat pump? $8,000, next month new tired $775, next month move $250,000. yeah. no f-ing biggy.
FML.

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